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Thanks for stopping my life by making it rough
Thanks for letting me know I am off my path
Or else I would continue living without integrity
Great impact on others, that's insanity
This time it is illness of the throat
It is tied in a big knot
Tortures cough and sleepless nights
Cannot endure any more fights
In meditation great pain is in my chest
Experiencing desperation and frustration at best
What is that you want me to know?
How else do you need me to grow?
Please help me find my senses and the light
So my body can again become a delight
May you restore my well being
So I could be aware, awake and seeing
Please guide me how to live with grace
A strong foundation with a solid base
Walk the path of truth and compassion
Listen to your voice with passion
In this sickness you taught me patience
Enduring the consequences for my actions
I learned to let ignorance go
Pretending that I don't know
My lips declare my surrender
And I herby to you render
You got the control for the remaining of days
And I will follow forever your ways
When ego shows up in the way
May you steer me away
Please suggest a different road
And I will shift the mode
I broke my promise to never leave you again
I am sorry! I seem to forget when I gain
Only when losses and pain show up
I remember to pray and let my truth speak up
I praise you giving me life and many opportunities
You showed me miracles and endless possibilities
May you give me strength at difficult times to endure
May you give me humility at powerful times as a cure
Let me celebrate you every day
May I feel you through my body's senses and say
I praise you for all you have done
May the days of not remembering be gone?
May you teach me your ways and laws
May you show me the presence of flows
May you give me the knowledge and understanding?
So I can follow this life undertaking
May the days of sickness be rare
Living with grace and care
May I rejoice in your name
At every stage of the game
Love
Steven Ringelstein
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